Rolled the dice tonight and it rocked my world a little.
Told the crush that i’ve been flirting with for a few weeks that i liked him. Turns out he has a “friend.” Still not entirely sure what that means.
I will likely still flirt with him as long as he flirts back because it’s fun.
But it made me realize how much i’ve missed. and how much i still want/need.
I need to give up on the notion that I’m not enough for anyone at the moment and just live and find someone to have fun with. And I need to get over the hangups I have about people not fitting into my life because i don’t really have one.
I need to stop thinking about what other people might think about someone and just try to be happy in all aspects of my life instead of just most.